How long do you think can one's belief last?

How long do you think one's belief can last?

I refer to your self-belief, your self-confidence..

I have confidence that with my "give all out" attitude during work, with my past experience in well-known companines (at least 2), with my powerful resume amended more than 20 times under guidance with at least 4 different consultants.

Some ppl commented,"Maybe your resume not good."

Those ppl who took my resume for reference, some ppl whose resume was written by me.... had already found their job and start kicking their ass~

Sarcastically, up to now, I have not attended any interview. YES, u SAW it. It was NONE.

so, the "HAVE" is now replaced with "HAD"

Some friends still half jokingly say,"Walau, shiook lor (or sibe song lor or good lor or hao ming lor), you dun need to work..."

These remarks slowly and slowly leave scar in my heart.. I really don't know why some ppl don't think before they talk. you may want to joke, but the same joke u tell everyday will hurt ppl.

Ya, that is life! You got to meet this kind of challenge!

Out of desperate, I applied for retail job and casino job..

Saturday will be Casino Croupier interview.. Shd I take up this job, which is 2K and less? Do I really like it? What is the career path to me? Can I get into management level as I always aim to?

Sunday will be mass interview on retail.. jointly organised by NTUC (e2i) and WDA for the various jobs created, thanks to the BIG project - ION ORCHARD.

Same Qns for me. Shd I really take up the sales assistant job, which is 1.2K to 1.6K average? or will they accept me for management trainee, w/o any retail experience?

Both jobs will also have a big clash with my part time study in NTU.. another one year to go (if every thing is okay)..

How shd I convince myself to take up these jobs? How shd I convince the potential employers that I am capable to change my career path?

3 to 5 years down the road, can I really promote to be management level? Do work hard and smart really pay off? Is devoting your passion and hardwork into job able to convince the superior that I deserved and capable to be promoted?

I have already underpaid for a few years. Now I even need to slash my pay and take up those shift work to survive?? change from 5 working days to rotating shift? have clash with my studies?

The answer is, I don't know.. Don't ask me.. I am having big headache with my life now..