~我的好朋友~

经过了风风雨雨，他以为他可以从新开始，
他好像找回了自信， 对未来再度燃烧了期望。。。。
心里盘算着诸多计划，希望可以尽所能打造一个美好的未来，
在短短的两个月里，他再一次面对着接二连三的波折，
感情世界已是他遥不可及的世界，
测验竟然不及格，
公司面临亏损，大型裁员之际，
虽说他不在名单中，他也看不到未来了。
刚换工作的他，是去是留，对他都不好。

他就是我其中一个好朋友。
对他，我只能说，GOD BLESS!!!!

为你写诗

虽然我没有你学会弹琴，写词，写诗。 但是，我为你失去理智，为你做不可能的事， 也为了你学了很多东西，只是为了可以让你少一些麻烦去学。

很显然的，你发现到你对我根本没有爱。一年多了，是时候放下了。我很放心你会有非常多的选择。但愿你能找到一个可以带给你信服的人。很多时候，人往往在一段日子才展露他们的真面目。你又太容易相信别人，请提高你的堤防之心。

你往后的日子一定越来越好过。

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爱情是一种怪事
我开始全身不受控制
爱情是一种本事
我开始连自己都不是
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事
你的笑容是唯一宗旨
爱情是一种本事
我在你心里什么位置
为你我做了太多的傻事
第一件就是为你写诗

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你我学会弹琴写词
为你失去理智
为你写诗为你静止
为你做不可能的事
为你弹奏所有情歌的句子
我忘了说
最美的是你的名字

我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的名字
我什么都能忘记
但唯一不忘的是你的样子

BAHHHH

Happy Birthday to Me...
Happy Birthday to Me...
Happy Birthday to Me...
Happy Birthday to Me!!!!!

Nah.. I doubt more than 2 friends will send me wishes..

*Making wish*

(HUUUUU) Blowing off the candles in my mind

Wahaha!!! 26 yrs old now...

My wish?? Throw away all the unhappiness. Stop thinking of the promises that were made...

Now I realise that promises are just another way of deliver what is in the mind ON THE SPOT ONLY :D

Hopefully, I can be happy everyday.. Where is the happy SY while he was 18 yrs old?

生日快乐~

回想着承诺，一股力量降临在我身上；
一鼓作气，我再一次披上战袍；
我努力过，所以我不可以有遗憾；
我很引以为荣，
因为我没有放弃，直到裁判再次判我离场。
祝我生日快乐~
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冷风过境回忆冻结成冰
我的付出全都要不到回音
悔恨就像是绵延不断的丘陵
痛苦全方位的降临

悲伤入侵誓言下落不明
我找不到那些爱过的曾经
你像在寂寞上空盘旋的秃鹰
将我想你啃食干净

月色摇晃树影
穿梭在热带雨林
你离去的原因
从来不说明

你的话伤神经
我最后才清醒
幸福只是水中的倒影

月色摇晃树影
穿梭在热带雨林
悲伤的雨不停
全身血淋淋

那深陷在沼泽
我不堪的爱情
是我无能为力的伤心

mY n¡eCe

After staying late at work until 6.20pm, finally can go back home & rest.. Woo Hoo~~~ Had a made a plan to do my two assignments, which to submit next week. Who knows my niece jumped from bed & fell onto the wardrobe.

She couldnt lift up her right arm due to the pain.. My bro in law just went to KL for duty... My sis was at loss... After seeking for some advices from few ppl, we took her to Thomson Hospital, thinking private hospital shd be the better choice at this time- 8.30pm.

They said their X-Ray staff knocked off. If after the doc chk need to perform x ray, need to wait 30 min to 45 min for a staff to come over, surcharge included.. would be at least over SGD200.. If have chk up @ KK hospital, x ray can be performed immediately if needed.. total less than SGD80..

Then waited along the roadside, carried my niece for almost 15 minutes before a taxi "WILLING" to take this business.. Damn, I really dunno why I am standing at suitable pick up point & those taxi drivers just drive past after they SLOW DOWN when they were like going to pick us up.. No passengers in their car.. damn it!!!!

@ KK, we had a preliminary chk up by the nurse, after that chk up by doctor. Took the X ray and met with doc for further discussion. She had fracture in the bone just slightly below of her right hand wrist... I could really see the fracture through the x ray...

Doctor made a cast on her right hand and finally we could go back home.. need to look for bone specialist next week for further observation.. After taking bath already close to 12am... So tired... hopefully she will be all right.. Hush.. Dont cry anymore.. you have been crying for 3 hours more~~

呜~

昨天，心脏又突然痛了。痛到趴在桌上十几秒。
哈哈。是天气太冷了，我的压力太大，还是我有病~

钱钱钱~

人为财死，鸟为食亡。

好忙好忙。。 累得像只死猪。

后天就测验了，只有15%的知识。我要疯了！

Time to SAVE

27th Feb is the date I will remember forever, my bank account left 66.99 after I withdrew 40 SGD. All my savings gone as the school fees of $3.3 K was deducted on 22nd of Feb. I didnt realise it until I back from Malaysia. It was cruel to me. I spent the $ my mum left for me for my studies into shares 8 months ago. All stucked now. I wanted to earn some from there then returned all money to her as I decided to continue my part time study, instead of changing to full time study. Obviously, it was a greatest mistake I had made.

Kw always say I have money whenever I said I am poor now.. coz he refers to my investment in shares. it is now 90% in paper loss- currenly only 10% value of my capital invested into it, and things arent looking good. stop rubbing salt in my wounds.

So, I have made a decision, to limit myself average $10 per day for my meals and transport. It will be total 300 per month for my meals and transport, in addition 50 to 100 ( i think I would set to 50) limit extra for misc expenses, including entertainment.

Here is the update for WK 1 of March~






SGD70.76 for week 1. so, 76 cents over my budget. Morning just eat the bread my sis prepares.. even though I dont know why it is so awful.. perhaps she applies too little nuttela. afternoon, going out to have lunch with engineer. cost higher. They always take away a packet of drink and go to nearby resovoir to rest and chat. I had no choice as I just started my work, I will stop my drink expenses after a month... now is the time to build up rapport, cannot do sth that they will "discuss" about. Dinner always opt for $2, friday I opt for $1.50. Yeah!!! Chinese 菜饭 rice + 1 vege + 1 meat is sold @ $1.50 in NTU canteen A.

in that case, I think I can save up some money...

领悟

即使是互相怨恨的人, 死别的日子终会到来;
相爱的人也必须因死而分开；
在悲伤怨叹之中，留下来的人也相续去世；
一切都短暂虚无地消失；
永恒不变的东西一样也没有；
这就是无常的道理。

睡觉

原来睡觉可以短暂麻醉自己，你试过吗？
这样也不错！什么都不管，就只是听听音乐，睡个觉。
这样的生活，似乎好遥远。
现在的我精神饱满！甚至四点钟就起床了。
还有三个半小时才需要出门。。。。。。

人生一大享受

什么是人生一大享受？

听着动人的音乐，
看着欢笑的综艺节目，
吃着我爱的零食，
外加一罐啤酒。

哇噻！好过瘾啊~ 哈哈~

今天~

希望再次破灭。心情有点失落。
什么都不想做。只想静静的享受音乐的存在。
不想出去了。家玮还没起床。今天别读了，休息吧！

明天还要接受新的挑战。加油吧！