I am not happy. I am not happy since last year.. it has been months i am not happy.. i try to be happy. i try to laugh like nuts if the oppurtunity comes by.. sometimes i feel that i may give ppl impression that i am mentality retarded. sometimes i cry in the middle of the nights.. sometimes I dunno y i couldn't sleep well... sometimes I find that all my concentration is not with me.. it is with ...... i dunno, i dunno whether I am still a normal human being... i just dunno wtf I am doing, wtf i am thinking..
everyday is a new day, yes.. EVERYDAY IS A NEW DAY!!!! A new day for me to face with myself. a new day for me to know more about myself, a new day to meet all the ppl that I meet everyday, to know them more, a new day to face those ppl / matters that do not come across my life before. a new day for me to find it I waste another "yesterday". a new day for me to miss some one.. a new day for me to think of my past... a new day for me.. a new day for me.... A NEW DAY FOR ME!!!!!!
Tueday seriously diarrhea, wednesday knee pain again.. yesterday headache and slept for 12 hours (from 9.xxpm to 9.xxam the next day). today, realised that I have sore throat.. I feel pain when I swallow saliva (my own one la! if not mine, whose saliva I can have in my mouth...) .. Just now.. my neck pain.. it was so pain that I had to punch my neck..
What happen to me NEXT?? I dunno.. hopefully i dun get sick again..
TOMORROW, is a NEW DAY for me to face the untoward incidents... Hopefully tomorrow is a better day.. hopefully.....
Sunday, 27 May 2007
Saturday, 26 May 2007
弯弯
A girl in Taiwan puzzled what should she write in her blog.. and she prefer drawing it out on a cartoon character - 弯弯. Now.. she is a 知名网络漫画家。She even published her cartoon character on a book. Yes, she is famous and rich by now.. but this is not important.
弯弯, is actually to represent herself. She posts her feelings, activities on the blog by drawing it out on 弯弯. The character is so cute and creative. I applaud for her creativity and keep it up! U've got sth that we hardly can come up with!
加油！弯弯！！！ (sounds familiar?? no, it is not the korean series, 加油！金顺！）
^.^
Friday, 25 May 2007
sneezing~
以前，每当我无缘无故打喷嚏的时候，我都会打电话给她，问她是否很想我，导致我打喷嚏。不！这并不可笑，有至少80%都是她在想我。
这几个星期也一样，我每天都会有一次打喷。虽然我希望是她在想我，但是应该不是因为她在想我了（我很想知道，但是问她只会让她反感, 她不想我提到任何以前的事）。她很坚决地告诉我，我是她的好朋友。。 好朋友。。。。好朋友。。。。。。好朋友。。。。。
好了，午饭时后过了，再见！
这几个星期也一样，我每天都会有一次打喷。虽然我希望是她在想我，但是应该不是因为她在想我了（我很想知道，但是问她只会让她反感, 她不想我提到任何以前的事）。她很坚决地告诉我，我是她的好朋友。。 好朋友。。。。好朋友。。。。。。好朋友。。。。。
好了，午饭时后过了，再见！
A loving couple.
Boy: baby we need to talk
Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!.. ..Get off the d*** fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]
It says.....
Erika,
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my b**** and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you b****, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. B**** u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon b****.... Goodbye
- Kyle
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
B**** = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
-Kyle]
Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!
Girl: kyle, wat do u mean?
Boy: sumthin has come up...
Girl: wat? Wuts wrong? Is it bad?
Boy: i dont want to hurt u baby
Girl: *thinks* omg i hope he doesnt break up with me... I love him so much
Boy: baby are you there??
Girl: yea im here wut is so important??
Boy: im not sure if i should say
Girl: well u already brought it up, so please just tell me.
Boy: im leaving....
Girl: baby wut are u talking about?? I dont want u to leave me, i love you
Boy: not like that, i mean im moving far away
Girl: why? All of ur famliy lives over here.
Boy: well my father is sending me away to a boarding skool far away.
Girl: i cant believe this.
[FATHER: (picks up tha other fone, interrupts & yells furiously) ERiKA, wat did i tell you about talking to boys?!!!!!.. ..Get off the d*** fone!! (And hangs up)]
Boy: wow ur father sounds really mad
Girl: u know how he gets, but anywayz i dont want you to go
Boy: would you run away with me?
Girl: baby, u know i would, i would do anything for u, but i cant... U dont know wut would happen if i did. My dad would kill me !!
Boy: *sad* its ok i understand i guess..
Girl: *thinking* i cant believe wuts going on
Boy: i need to give u sumthing 2nite b/c i am leaving on flight 1-80 in tha morning, so i need to see you now.
Girl: ok i will sneak out & meet u at tha park
Boy: ok ill meet u there in 20min
[They meet at a nearby park, they both hug eachother. And he gives her a note.]
Boy: here u go, this is for you i gotta go.
Girl: *tear* (begins to cry)
Boy: baby dont cry, u know i love you...but i have 2 go
Girl: ok (begins to walk away)
[They both go back home. And erika begins to read tha letter he gave her]
It says.....
Erika,
U probably already know that im leaving, i knew this would be better if i wrote a letter explaining tha truth about how much i care about you. The truth is, is that i never loved you, i hated you so much, u are my b**** and dont u ever forget that. I never cared about you, and never wanted to talk to you, n be around u. U really have no clue how much i hate you. Now that im leaving i thought u should know that i hate you b****, u never did tha right thing, and u were never there. I didnt think i could hate someone as much as i hate you. And i never want to see you, for the rest of my life, i will never miss kissing you like before, i never want to cuddle up, how we used to. I will not miss you and thats a promise. U never had my love, and i want you to remember that. B**** u keep this letter bcuz this may be tha last thing u have from me. I hate you so much. i will not talk to you soon b****.... Goodbye
- Kyle
[ erika begins to cry, she throws tha paper in tha garbage & crys for hours ]
....A day passes, she is sad, depressed and she feels so lonely.... Then she gets a fone call....
Friend: how are u feeling?
Girl: i just cant believe this happend i thought he loved me.
Friend: o, about that. Kyle left me a msg. A few days ago. He told me to tell u to look in ur jacket pocket or something...
Girl: ummm ok
[She finds a piece of paper in tha jacket, It says...]
Baby i hope u find this before u read my letter. I knew ur dad might read it, so i switched a few words...
Hate = Love
Never = Alwayz
B**** = Baby
Will not= will
........ I hope u didnt take that seriously because i love you with all my heart, and it was so hard to let you go thats y i wanted u to run away with me...
-Kyle]
Girl: omg its a letter, Kyle does love me!!, he must of slipped it into my pocket when he hugged me. I cant believe how stupid I am!!
Friend: lol ok but i g2g... Call me later
Girl: *happy*ok bye, i'll be at home waiting for my baby to call me !!
...... Erika turns tha T.V. on......
[Breaking news] "An airplane has crashed. Over 47 young boys died, we are still searching for Survivors... This is a tragedy we will never forget, this plane was flight 1-80...it was on its way to an all boys boarding school..." Reporter says.
[ she turns off the tv....3 days later, she kills herself, because of tha fact that Kyle was dead & she had nothing to Live for... ]
....A day after that the fone rings. Nobody answers. It was Kyle, he called to leave a msg. "Its Kyle, i guess ur not home so, I called 2 let u know that im alive, i missed my flight b/c i had 2 see u one last time. So i hope ur not worried. I am staying for good. Sorry if u got scared, i promise 2 make it up 2 u everything will be a be ok i love you so much...call me asap bye!
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So tragedic.. hope all of you cherish ur loved one when is available.... coz u would never know what may happen to him/her the very next hour.. *cheers*
大头芬的世界
大头芬的世界. - amazing blogs from Yes933 DJ Pei Fen. I always keep myself update of the stories.. the stories of a girl who graduated from JC and currently pursuing degree in University.. about her life, her friends and her thinking... Yes.. All of us will feel sth similar from her stories.. u are right!! some stories happened to us as well... Let's have a quick view on recent posts..
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有一种预感，天才庆和大奶彬之间好像又发生了什么事。
芬：“你和惠彬，又吵架了？”
庆：“没有。”
芬：“那…”
庆：“我这么痴心对她，是不是很笨？”
芬：“不会啊。一直以来，我都觉得你和其他男人与众不同的地方，就是你在感情方面很专一，坚定不移。”
庆：“可是，惠彬好像不懂得欣赏这一点。对她来说，我永远都会在她身旁，即使她对我不好，也没关系。”
芬：“没有！惠彬对你也是一心一意的！她嘴硬心软，也比较倔强，不过，她知道你是个好男人！而且，她真的很爱很爱你！”
天才庆又沉默了。
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Previous post
我总共应该喝了四杯吧。到了第四杯，我才开始感觉到酒精的魔力。再也不觉得音乐很吵，反而觉得很想随着节奏跳舞。再也不介意人家吐出的二手烟，被人撞到也不觉得痛。我还可以听见自己大声和一群刚认识的人有说有笑，当其中一位男生过来和我拥抱时，我竟然没把他推开，还很快乐地和他抱在一起。现在回想起来，觉得好可怕。昨晚的我，完全被酒精征服，变成了另一个人。
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Pls do not think much of my post.. I just give u a quick view.. ^.^ Click on the link to read 大头芬的世界 .!!!!!!
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有一种预感，天才庆和大奶彬之间好像又发生了什么事。
芬：“你和惠彬，又吵架了？”
庆：“没有。”
芬：“那…”
庆：“我这么痴心对她，是不是很笨？”
芬：“不会啊。一直以来，我都觉得你和其他男人与众不同的地方，就是你在感情方面很专一，坚定不移。”
庆：“可是，惠彬好像不懂得欣赏这一点。对她来说，我永远都会在她身旁，即使她对我不好，也没关系。”
芬：“没有！惠彬对你也是一心一意的！她嘴硬心软，也比较倔强，不过，她知道你是个好男人！而且，她真的很爱很爱你！”
天才庆又沉默了。
___________________________________
Previous post
我总共应该喝了四杯吧。到了第四杯，我才开始感觉到酒精的魔力。再也不觉得音乐很吵，反而觉得很想随着节奏跳舞。再也不介意人家吐出的二手烟，被人撞到也不觉得痛。我还可以听见自己大声和一群刚认识的人有说有笑，当其中一位男生过来和我拥抱时，我竟然没把他推开，还很快乐地和他抱在一起。现在回想起来，觉得好可怕。昨晚的我，完全被酒精征服，变成了另一个人。
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Pls do not think much of my post.. I just give u a quick view.. ^.^ Click on the link to read 大头芬的世界 .!!!!!!
Monday, 21 May 2007
Cut down your handphone bill !!!
Hooooooooooo!!!!!!!! After month-long rest, I could not help myself but to come and blog again! Well, I don’t care whether you like it or not, don’t care whether you think its useful to you or not. I believe that whatever I am going to say will be quite useful if you were to cut down your expenses on your handphone bill!
Prepaid card was designated for foreigners. However, if you don’t need to buy a new handphone, take prepaid card!!All 3 companies – Singtel, Starhub and M1 – provide prepaid card service. Let’s take a glance on the comparison on their plan!
Prepaid card was designated for foreigners. However, if you don’t need to buy a new handphone, take prepaid card!!All 3 companies – Singtel, Starhub and M1 – provide prepaid card service. Let’s take a glance on the comparison on their plan!
To get more details, please click on the links below:
I’ve chosen Singtel prepaid card service and it is pretty cool!! ^.^
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